SUE

I've been laughing and crying

with suicide, she's been flirting

with me. Now its time to call

it a day but I cant do it anyway.

These tears are all I have to help

me navigate this unnamed time- 

zone of disability that stops me

in my tracks.

I can see you in double or

treble going about your able-

life. I'm living through these

tears in blue and black and white.

Life is like an optical illusion

that leaves me jet lagged, dis-

orientated, these are my

seeds of hope.